I'm sorry.
I lost
CONTROL of myself !
I
CANNOT hold it back anymore !
I
CANNOT FUCKING hold back my emotion
ANYMORE !
I have
FUCKING wait her for so long and she went with another guy.
U think i'm feeling any better inside ?
ANSWER IS A FUCKING NO !
U think i'm happy that all my friends are so
FUCKING fakes ?
NO !
Days before, me and my friends went out, we play true or dare, my friend asked one of the girl, "Who do u think make a better boyfriend [kerwin or kenny]"
She said kenny and the rest agree.
I can't
FUCKING get whats so bad about me or in me !
And now all i want is someone to accompany me and talk to me.
And u would choose Jq over me.
Do u know how insignificant i felt !!?
I cried because of her.
I felt super down when they said kenny make a better boyfriend.
And i had just
FUCKING cried because of u.
U may see me strong outside, but i so
FUCKING hurt inside.
I just want to say sorry .
I should not let my temper out on u .
But u found a
FUCKING bad time to hurt my heart .
From th deepest in me, i'm sorry mei.
My
heart is in pieces.
My
tears have rolled.
There's nothing more to say.
--Ended on 3 15--
Mei, read yur tag.
--Ended on 3 25--
call me if u wan after reading.
--Ended on 4 05--
2:46 PM.